Tuesday, June 24, 2008

~LAST POST~.....(????!!!!!??)

assalamualaikum dan salam perpaduan semua...

aiseyh..saje2 je wat gimmick kate last post..tipu je tu..hehe....insya Allah..ade masa senggang..aku akan menaip lah.......

ya ALLAH.....!!! ryte now im reaaaaaalllllyyyy-reaaaaalllllyyyy nervous.......well..the due date of registering in usm penang is just around the corner..but up till now (8.40 am/tuesday/24 jun 08) i still havent received the letter(s) from the respected university....!!how could this be happening...!!in a few days i will register..yet the offer letter hasnt arrived at all....hua3...not fair lor.....~but insya Allah..today the letter will be sent....(amin...)

somehow....i feel afraid.....nervous...n sometimes alone these past few days b4 going to penang....well..the change of environment maybe..hahaha..being far away from beloved kajang city...aiseyh...i havent entered usm yet lor, yet i felt like this..haha........

well...not really afraid..its better if I call it anxious.....haha....optimistic a little (maybe..)...but i really2 am grateful for my desired course has been offered..alhamdulillah....though maybe some thinks that comp science is simple little thingy or anything lar...really2 cant wait to study further..hehe..insya Allah..in the age of 22..i will graduate from usm..and I will further studies in master degree...but havent think for the specified field..let time decides..insya Allah...right now...i dun wanna repeat all of those silly mistakes ive done back in KMM and SAS.....really...shouldnt do things like ive done b4...have to force ownself to study HARDER..coz my brothers friends from usm said that it is not a simple thing to score 3 pointer and above in usm...wuaaauu....shocked to hear..and at the same time...it makes me more motivated to study...amin..insya Allah....

huhu..maybe....this upcoming few weeks i will be busied by things of usm...but insya Allah..at any leasure time..i will update ~the one and only~ insya Allah.....

kepada SEMUA RAKAN-RAKANKU.......
>pirates 0206..saudara2ku...
>H1P2 07/08...
>KMM BATCH 07/08...
>my little sisters..(of course bukan adik kandung..aku anak bongsu kayh..)
>my elder sisters..
>bloggersz...
>and anyone who knows me
dan..juga kepada ~the one and only~

maafkan aku atas segala kesalahan aku kepada korang......doakan aku..ssungguhnye ni masa depan akoo......mintak dijauhkan drp perkara memudaratkan dan maksiat2....mintak diterangkan hati...mintak ditunjukan jalan yg benar dan diredhai...insya Allah...aku xakan lupe doakan semua sekali sahabat2ku....sesungguhnya doa itu senjata orang muslim....insya Allah..ade umur dpt jumpe lg sume...slamat berjaya...dunia dan akhirat...

bertemu kerana Allah....berkenalan kerana Allah...berpisah jua..kerana Allah...hanya ALLAH yg MAHA MENGETAHUI....aminnn...~

salam perjuangan semua sahabatku...LILLAHI TAALA....

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

>>SC00-Ijazah Sarjana Muda Sains Komputer<<

assalamualaikum...~

huhu..abg aku kejut pagi td subuh tros kejot aku cmnih... "adik..bgun2..upu..!!"..gile ar..aku bgun2 je rase cm nk terber~ jer...haha..tros aku gi dpn pc (pas smayang aaa)...rase cuak gile2 aaa....then...slowly aku g check website mohe.....aik...?xder lak.....then aku sesaje g frenster..ade bdak wat buletin bubuh link..aku check ar..alhamdulillah..syukur di atas keizinan-Nya..aku dpt aku pny 1st choice kat usm...computer science...meaning...bubye to bio n chem..tggal maths je pneman hidop ngan few subjek2 baru...kawan aku sorg dpt medic ukm..gile ar....huhu..dasat2...xpelar..sume org ade rezeki memasing.....cm ak ckp kat jj td...."kdg2 ape yg kurang baik bgmu......lebih baik untukmu..hanya Allah yg MAHA MENGETAHUI"...xpe lar....sume dah tercatat kat lauh mahfuz sana......yg pnting sbg manusia..we have to put effort......n never give up (memotivatekan diri)...haha...

xsbr siot....kat website tu die kate stat esok (19 jun) bru edarkan surat2 tawaran...mmg aku da xsbr gile aa nk stat blaja balik..huhu...takot pn ader gak.....

huhu..kpd sape2 yg bace nie..lau korg dpt upu tu jgn lar wat2 lupe lak nk gtau korg dpt u mane erk....k la..nak breakfast...salam sumer..~

Monday, June 16, 2008

>>a little bit funny...duhh...a small teaser..<<

10 Signs of Being In Love That Might Actually Be Symptoms of Crippling or Fatal Disease:






no 1 --- skippy heart beat everytime you think of him/her
you think it's = LOVE
But it might be = Tachycardia which may lead to ventricular fibrillation and myocardial infarction (heart attack) ... Haha ~~~ might want to stop think about your other half.

no 2 --- restless trembling of hands, feet and other body parts
you think it's = LOVE
but it might be = Parkinson's disease

no 3 --- Constant smiling
you think it's = LOVE
but it might be = Bell's Palsy

no 4 --- Absent mindedness, forgetfulness, inability to focus
you think it's = LOVE
but it might be = Alzheimer's Disease

no 5 --- Constant sexual arousal
you think it's = LOVE
but it might be = nymphomania..haha

no 6 --- weakening of knees & burst of energy when he/she calls/come over
you think it's = LOVE
but it might be = multiple sclerosis

no 7 --- inability to stop thinking about him/her
you think it's = LOVE
but it might be = OCD (obsessive compulsive disease)

no 8 --- bruising on the neck, breasts and other tender spots
you think it's = LOVE
but it might be = leukemia

no 9 --- Insomnia
you think it's = LOVE
but it might be = benign prostatic hyperplasia

no 10 --- feeling like you can smell/feel him/her when not in his/her presence
you think it's = LOVE
but it might be = schizophrenia


This is so hilarious!!! Might want to reconsider to fall in love. Why it's called FALL in love? Because it is dangerous and might be fatal! Be careful! Try to seek professional advice before fall in too deep than you should....hahhaha






Sunday, June 15, 2008

--->>takuTkAH aku..???

assalamualaikum dan salam perpaduan dan kesejahteraan everyone....korang sume cmane..?hope dat all of u is in d pink of health.....aku pn insya Allah..sehat (aku mmg berbadan SEHAT..hehe)...

huh..?tajok post aku nie apsal....?takutkah aku...?pada siape..?ape..?knape..?bagaimane...?hahah..da stat ngarot..abis la lebam keyboard ni kne pkol ngan akuh....

well....as a matter of fact...in this world...there are TOO many things dat catalyses my rate of afraidness (wujud ke afraidness..??cm x je....suke ati aku ar asalkan korg paham =p).....contoh paling simple...aku tersangat takot nak masok u..teramat sgt2 to d power of infinity......!!!

well..aku da biasa dgar ayat2 piawai..."ilek ar..tmpt bru cbaran baru..."..yess..aku xkate pndpt nie slah..tp tuh ar.....ckp mmg snang...cube try test tgok....haha...xdela..bukan aku nk ngutok nasihat org...tp saje2 aku nk utarakan fikiran dan emosi aku....dis is my real target for d blog...i write what i want..freely..haha.......

satu.....
benda yg aku takot gak....tp xla melemahkan semangat akuh..actually all of these things im afraid of does not make me afraid of going to U..but i just wanted to share.....is STUDY ....takot study..?no lah...i didnt afraid to study..but im afraid coz its been a month since ive been studying NOTHING at house..well..except bi kot..?coz aku memanjang bace story books...haha...xpela...english is my favorite walupn english aku biase2 jer....nk menulis pn skarang tgan aku da rase pelik2 sket..hehe.....but still......study ni xmenakotkan aku sgt.....berbanding perkara kat bawah nie...

dua.....
hum..the 2nd one is one of things dat ive been worrying of..but not really bad at all....ADAPTATION TOWARDS NEW ENVIRONMENTS ......hum..tah..?aku nk takot pe plak..?x..aku xtakot..cume kurang brani jer...hi3...well...aku nie..skali org pndang...nmpak cm... "bapak kerek lar ikhsan tu.xreti ckp ngan org"....aku reka je dialog nie..haha....tp aku rase org pikir cmtu kat aku kot.....well..sincerely...i do luv to make friends with other......i luv it very much....kawan biar beribu....ceria slalu hidup..kan...?insya Allah...aku susah sikit nk tegur org..but once aku da tegur org tu n jadi baik ngan dier.....he or she should know how talkative i am..haha....bkan aku sombong..aku juz xreti sgt nk tegur org.......hu3..maaf la..kelemahan diri yg masih dlm proses pembaikpulihan..~siyes.....kpd korang sume..kalu nk tau....aku slalu nangis kat tempat2 baru....>haha..laki nangis..bengong< (suke hati aku aaa...bukan susahkan org len pn aku nangis..haha)....well...aku slalu cmnie dlu..lg2 kat tempat asing..aku ingat agi plkn dlu....1st day..aku kat pasir mas siot...jaoh gile.....ngan aku xkenal SIAPA2 langsung...rase tensen.....aku g toilet.....pastu pepaham aa...haha...pas aku abis je nangis..aku mcm dpt one strength to move forward n dun give up simply like dat......alhamdulillah..kat mtrik..kat sas dlu..pn mcm nie..tp bkn dpn org aaa...segan aku..haha....

tiga.....
the thing dat i feared d most....the utmostly feared...!!!...AKIDAH...AKHLAK...IMAN...ISLAM........well..lagi2 nk masuk universiti ni...insya Allah..aku x alami kejutan budaya sgt kot coz aku da ok balik ngan ade pompuan waktu plkn n mtrik dlu (well..da skola menengah.....stat ade mmber gurl pn form three...haha...)..pathetic tol (really..??)....but....aku sgt2 takot dgan kaum hawa nie..... . . . . .er..lilek ah dlu weih..jgn ar panggil aku bacul or whatsoever.....dgar penjelasan aku dlu....aku....b4 dat...ni sekelumit fikiran...hati..dan perasaan aku yg sebenar..jd harap korg jgn ade pndang serong lak..well..nk serong pn xpela..tu hak korang.....aku snang rapat dgan makhluk yg bergelar wanita@perempuan (haha..xkan laki kot...)...siyes.......aku xmau la mention ar mane2 name yg baik ngan aku tuh..tu private n confidential lor..haha..dan ini merupakan benda paling aku takot skali...aku dari kecik..mak..akak n abg2 aku...dah ajar cmni..... "adik.....kite sayang perempuan ni mcm mak dan akak atau adik pompuan atau sdara pompuan...insya Allah..adik amalkan gitu...adik xkan sanggup nk wat pape kat diorang" .......alhamdulillah..aku ikot dan amalkan pe diorang cakap..dan insya Allah..aku akan trus amalkan mcm ni....tp makin aku dewasa...(cewah...~)makin aku khuatir...mampu ke aku buat begitu...?dunia sekarang nie..tersangat mencabar.....mane2 aku pgi...ade je pompuan..walopn umah aku dlm kampung.....(aku pny jiran dkat..aku bru tau die ade anak pompuan form 5 3 hari lepas..haha..korang bole nampak betapa aku xkuar sgt umah).....kaum hawa yg bace...aku xkate korg salah ke pape k...nie hati aku...tpulang kat korg nk decide cmaner.....tp no offense.....really......huhu..aku teramat sgt khuatir aku akan wat mende2 xsepatotnye kat seorg wanita....mintak sgt2 dijauhkan..nauzubillah....nk menjaga pandangan....aku sgt2 cube...tp lelaki ni mata die mmg jahat sikit..awas kaum hawa sumer.....huhu...peringatan je...jgn la pikir aku ni trok sgt...haha....but..cm aku ckp td..aku snang rpt ngan kaum hawa....nape...?aku pn xtau....tp..sum of them....crita mcm2 kat akuh....well..mksud aku..agak thoroughly lar sal diri dier smpai aku tau agak byk pasal diri dorg.....aku pn xfhm nape..aku xtau ni satu kelebihan or what..tp whatever it is....aku besyukur...sbb mende nie....aku da jd ala2 councellor kat few person lor..but not really counsellor..aku byk dgar dorg bercerita..dan aku tenangkan dorg..well..aku xsuke kawan2 aku xsedap hati..dan aku try comfortkan diorang....hu3....this is where my so-called afraidness tuh meningkat...aku sgt2 berdoa....stiap wanita yg baik dgan aku...peliharalah mereka dan diriku....biar ukhuwwah sebagai kawan terjaga.....korang paham kan hati aku cmane..hu3.....

adeh...jam di desktop menunjukkan pukul 2.06 am....ngantok n lenguh akuh...haha....aku sentiasa mengharapkan...aku xnak kehilangan walau seorang pn kawan........whatever it takes....i luv all of my frens very much.....really....and to the `person'.....who read diz....u know yourself....i do luv u very much.....with God's willing..insya Allah..we can be together.....aku menjadi halal bagi mu...

lalalalalalala..melalut jer atas ni sket...hu..leganye..letak separuh perasaan kat blog..haha...well..aku da pnat gile nie...assalamualaikum..thanx 4 reading....insya Allah..next tyme aku akan post lagik.....

Monday, June 09, 2008

~UnTiTLeD~

salam sumer...~kaifahalukum jamian..??(btol kan nie..??)....alhamdulillah..ana bikhair....


sda xsedar...da dekat sebulan lebih dah aku cuti.......well..cuti panjang aku piawai...

~bgun pagi...solat...etc...breakfast jarang2....
~on9 spanjang hari dri pkol 7 pagi smpai 6 ptg (abg aku keje..dpt la aku gune tenet..)
~main psp @ ds lite...(abg akunyer..aku lum ade duet agik nk beli sume mende2 nie...)
~bace novel...english ker....bm ker...(ungu karmila rawks..!!)
~kuar kdang2 ngan member..(well..sesape knal aku msti tau aku bukan jenis suke kuar...)


pastu mkn malam..tdoq..~n seterusnya..sepanjang cuti abis matriks nie....adergh...sape2 ade idea pe mende yg berfaedah ble dilakukan d waktu senggang nie..inform2 la yerk....

menjelang 2 minggu lg..insya Allah..aku dan kekawan mtrik se-M'sia akan menerima result or feedback drp application kitorg ntok masok ipta......

untuk pngetahuan korang..aku apply degree computer science n IT paling banyak dalam snarai pilihan....kalo u pulak....ikot susunan...aku apply usm...um...upm...uitm...yg lg 4 aku xingat....ni 4 yg paling aku nak la....nape aku apply usm..?um..aku apply usm coz saje nak mrase g tempat jauh nk blajar...dulu skola rendah n menengah dekat ngan umah...jd mmg aku manja gak ah....kat sas dlu biasnye aku balik mtk tlg akak or abg aku amik..tu yg skarang aku btol2 nk blaja bedikari sdirik..plkn dulu aku dpt kat pasir mas kelantan (bravo rockz..!!!)...kat sini start lah ikhsan belajar siket2 cara2 nak idup sdiri kat tmpt org.....tahun lepas awal bulan satu smpai bulan 3...alhamdulillah..aku dpt mcm2 pngalaman n bende2 bgune kt plkn tuh...dpt kawan ramai gak...2 best..aku suke mengenali org yg baru.....byk org byk ragam....then..habis plkn...aku dpt byk la jugak offer kolej2 n ipts....konpius aku..mcm2 ade...yayasan pndidikan johor la..tah pe aku xingat dah..byk ar..limkokwing pn aku dpt...then aku dpt asasi sns ptanian upm..lastly dpt matriks melaka....aku memule konpius upm or mtrik..but aku pikir pny pikir..aku amik la offer mtriks tuh...

alhamdulillah..kat matrikulasi melaka....lg lah banyak ilmu (ilmiah n ilmu kehidupan) aku dpt...bio..chem...maths...yg lg kompleks n best...kat sini pn kne uruskan diri sdirik....alhamdulillah...aku dpt gak tamatkan program mtrik..walopun pointer cgpa aku sederhana.....2.77...aku ttp besyukur walopn sikit terkilan.....antara dak2 sas yg masok matriks..aku antara terendah..(maybe paling rendah kot..?)...xtau la....wallahualam....pape pn..kwn2 mtrik byk support aku eventho result xbrape ok....

hajat di hati awal2..."aku nk apply biomedic@biotech"....tp lame2....xjadi...sbb pe..?sbb aku dah xmau blaja sains lagi...hoho..pastu aku pikirkan agik..aku xsuke langsong kalu kne keje dlm lab dan duk terperap gitu jer..jd aku pn ubah pikiran....abg aku pn cdang kan apply usm..ye ar....abg aku lecturer..jd aku pcaya la gak pe die kate tuh...die kate usm ok..aku pn minat gak usm tu..jd bole lar...pape pn....sumenye ketentuan-NYA...aku dpt mane2 pun...aku bersyukur....

orait lar....till the hand hit the keyboards again...assalamualaikum..~