luahan hati....

assalamualaikum wbt..

this post is dedicated to one of my bestfriends...
the gender, the name, or anything associated to him/her is confidential...
let me, and me alone knows the very truth...

• u know who you are...R...
• for quite a long time we haven't met each other....
• yet u told me that u've got tonnes of things needed to be shared with me...
• but i kept delaying them..as far as u said that "xnak kaco ko asek ber-chenta"...
• then..i know THAT fact actually occurs...
• u left the person who adored u very much...
• another bestfriend of mine...
• how on earth does that happen to both of u.....??
• u told me....that X does always scold the hell out of you...
• yeah..i know that since i get to know both of u....
• but can't u see..???
• that the method of X is showing that the love for you never fade...
• though the method is quite queer...
• i know..deep inside...X loves u very much...
• X kept asking for ur forgiveness..and for 3 MONTHS..not even a word came from you...
• and X suddenly get to know that u do have a particular new special person...
• how absurd...
• leaving without stating anything...
• not even telling X the mistakes that might have been done...alone left for 3 months..
• sigh.......
• though u may read what i wrote here..or maybe does not really care of it...
• remember well dear R.....the past is indeed the past...
• it will never repeat itself....not even the shadow of others could live on through others..
• though u said u feel it that way...
• don't bound yourself to the past...
• but...what can i do...just....do whatever pleases you....and...don't create another ME....u know what does it mean....

hoh....puas ati aku..abaikan je la pe aku ngarot tuh..okies..daa..salam..~!