Saturday, June 20, 2009

luahan hati....

assalamualaikum wbt..

this post is dedicated to one of my bestfriends...
the gender, the name, or anything associated to him/her is confidential...
let me, and me alone knows the very truth...



  • u know who you are...R...
  • for quite a long time we haven't met each other....
  • yet u told me that u've got tonnes of things needed to be shared with me...
  • but i kept delaying them..as far as u said that "xnak kaco ko asek ber-chenta"...
  • then..i know THAT fact actually occurs...
  • u left the person who adored u very much...
  • another bestfriend of mine...
  • how on earth does that happen to both of u.....??
  • u told me....that X does always scold the hell out of you...
  • yeah..i know that since i get to know both of u....
  • but can't u see..???
  • that the method of X is showing that the love for you never fade...
  • though the method is quite queer...
  • i know..deep inside...X loves u very much...
  • X kept asking for ur forgiveness..and for 3 MONTHS..not even a word came from you...
  • and X suddenly get to know that u do have a particular new special person...
  • how absurd...
  • leaving without stating anything...
  • not even telling X the mistakes that might have been done...alone left for 3 months..
  • sigh.......
  • though u may read what i wrote here..or maybe does not really care of it...
  • remember well dear R.....the past is indeed the past...
  • it will never repeat itself....not even the shadow of others could live on through others..
  • though u said u feel it that way...
  • don't bound yourself to the past...
  • but...what can i do...just....do whatever pleases you....and...don't create another ME....u know what does it mean....
hoh....puas ati aku..abaikan je la pe aku ngarot tuh..okies..daa..salam..~!

2 comments:

aurox_3d said...

takut nak kasik komen...nanti ikhsan marah...tssssk.

ikhsan said...

ni ko da tlis pon..haha..ampes..