seventh haven...

assalamualaikum wbt...

well aku nak cerita pasal kenduri abang aku kat jempol haritu..but xde sumber gambar..nnti aku post..okies..daa..salam..xley lame2 nie..~!

sape kate takder..??

assalamualaikum wbt....

well..at the moment...aku ade minor demam and penin + selsema skit..hu3...

well..entry aku kali nie adalah berkisar pada perkara yang aku ym-kan ngan cik siti hajerah, juga pelajar CS, tetapi di UTM johor..since die mention kat aku beberapa hari b4 diz, tetibe aku terase nak tulis pasal benda nie....banyak pendapat-pendapat yang agak menyebabkan aku melenting...contoh nye..

"orang cakap..kalo sains komputer, susah dapat kerja...
yela...kos senang..budak berlambak-lambak...
so budak yg grade dari kos sains komputer ni
bkan market sgt pun..kos biase2 kan....
cube tgk mcm engineer...doktor...lawyer...
tu baru bidang yang boley buat duit...
even jadi cikgu pun xyah risau xdapat duit..apelah sangat
budak2 sains komputer nie..."

ya...tuan-tuan puan-puan...inilah perkara yang sangat menyebabkan aku melenting kalu dengar...oh...sunggoh singkat pemikiran orang2 yang ckp gni..giler aa kolot...

tah pape tah..cant he/she think it wisely..cant they see the fact that everything in this world nowadays DO SEEK THE PROPER KNOWLEDGE of COMPUTERS@INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY@name yg seaktu dengannye..?sengal ke ape dorang nie....yess..indeed..engineer.doctor..lawyer.sume mmg buat duit banyak...siyes shit banyak ar duit...but..a doctor without a pharmacist..without the nurses..without the medicines..also without COMPUTERs..they are nobody..see..?pe aku nak cakap nie aku xde nak rendah2 kan orang dalam field lain....tapi aku nak relatekan yang sume manusia kat manusia nie de simbiosis...masing2 bergantung antara satu sama lain..engineer lak...without their engineering devices...or the building constructors..also without COMPUTERs...they ARE ALSO NOBODY..?ok..get it..nobody..??

so..to those out there who shares those kind of way of thinking..please re-think back....in world nowadays....give me something@topic@wateva yang xde libatkan usage of COMPUTERs..??what..???i don't think there isn't a thing yg xlibatkan COMPUTERs...sincerely thinking..huhu...so..eventhough kami-kami sume nie takat amik kos SAINS KOMPUTER JE kan...don't ever look down upon us ok...for those particular people ar..not everyone i was referring nie....

so...dun even look down to anybody...i mean it...ANYBODY....any single human being..even those flora n fauna pun...every single entity in this world lah senang cerita....kalo satu jari korang point kat orang lain..dun worry..lagi 4 jari akan point kat diri korang balik....nothing n no one is perfect in this world...so..before even criticised others...think first..do not be mengkhinzir buta je mengata orang....

hoho..post yang aku dedicatekan pada student2 Computer Science nationwide...haha..

okayh..sambung dota..haha....daa...salam..~!

i smell magic in the air..or maybe barbeque..??

assalamualaikum wbt....

hurm...agak sangat bz semenjak dua menjak nie....yela...kenduri kawin abang aku lagi sminggu jer (5 julai) ...sabtu nie (27 jun) abang aku akan dinikahkan dengan kak ila di masjid X (xtau name) kat jempol...n9..n 4 dat...after subuh on the day, tros our convoy akan bertolak....doakan segala-gala-Nya berjalan lancar..insya Allah..


well..tajuk post nie xde pape related to post nie pon..just saje2 quote kan kate2 Nortrom the Silencer....hehe...

to be frank...cuak nye rasa di hati nak masuk ke alam tahun 2 as CS USM student...dergh....ngan kehadiran adik2 junior baru nanti....kene smbung kerja as program planner n secretary interaction day sem depan.....aduh...dengan result first year yang agak kekurengan..for d time being..PNGK aku 2.36....ni xmasok ag markah daripada KSCP os hari tu..hopefully OS akan membantu naikkan PNGK aku..aku doa sangat2 sumhow supaya PNGK aku leh jd at least 2.5..but ketentuan di tangan-Nya...aku redha...

erm..da abis idea la plak..nnti aku de idea aku tlis g..daa..salam..~!

luahan hati....

assalamualaikum wbt..

this post is dedicated to one of my bestfriends...
the gender, the name, or anything associated to him/her is confidential...
let me, and me alone knows the very truth...

• u know who you are...R...
• for quite a long time we haven't met each other....
• yet u told me that u've got tonnes of things needed to be shared with me...
• but i kept delaying them..as far as u said that "xnak kaco ko asek ber-chenta"...
• then..i know THAT fact actually occurs...
• u left the person who adored u very much...
• another bestfriend of mine...
• how on earth does that happen to both of u.....??
• u told me....that X does always scold the hell out of you...
• yeah..i know that since i get to know both of u....
• but can't u see..???
• that the method of X is showing that the love for you never fade...
• though the method is quite queer...
• i know..deep inside...X loves u very much...
• X kept asking for ur forgiveness..and for 3 MONTHS..not even a word came from you...
• and X suddenly get to know that u do have a particular new special person...
• how absurd...
• leaving without stating anything...
• not even telling X the mistakes that might have been done...alone left for 3 months..
• sigh.......
• though u may read what i wrote here..or maybe does not really care of it...
• remember well dear R.....the past is indeed the past...
• it will never repeat itself....not even the shadow of others could live on through others..
• though u said u feel it that way...
• don't bound yourself to the past...
• but...what can i do...just....do whatever pleases you....and...don't create another ME....u know what does it mean....

hoh....puas ati aku..abaikan je la pe aku ngarot tuh..okies..daa..salam..~!

short intercept.~

assalamualaikum wbt...

setelah diputus-putuskan....semua perkara ditimbang-tara...aku dah decide..post aku pasal cemane aku start de kawan perempuan tuh..post tu agak akan mengambil masa untuk disiapkan nampaknyer...huhu..segala kesulitan amat dikesali..huhu.

daaa...salam..~

especially invoked from this mere thoughts...

dear....this very post is especially dedicated to you...

thou harvests the incapacitating feelings...
that bites through the very veins that survived the siege...
a siege of heart...

predicament of thou act is way too broad...
for neither thou nor me to tell...
the tender looks...the heaven glances of thou..
melted even the very humongous frozen throne...
the saddened one will be joyful to see the look of yours...
the happy one even sings aloud,merrier than ever...
all those for the invasion of thou..

for these all fuzzy-wuzzy dimwit lane....
i thouhgtfully ask for forgiveness....
for being uncomprehendable one...
which i cannot fathom..
upon the uncontrollable feeling...

the warmth of thou care...
which permanently makes me flew on the cloud nine..
which shivers and shaken the tormented souls..
upon your heavenly gaze...
even the revered land will bow down...
even the crimson sky will fall agonizing....
even the timid and rigid sea will sunk itself deep down....
for the one I truly adored..



p/s : hahahahaha..siyes penat weh memerah otak nak menjadi jiwang omputeh....aku cantum-cantumkan perkataan yang aku pernah belajar..daripada buku-buku yang aku pernah baca..but this so-called "sonnet" is purely deep down from the bottom of my heart....

haha...latihan awal untuk LSP404 next sem..orait.....salam..~!

Quel-Thalas..~!

assalamualaikum wbt....

ape yang aku ngarot dekat tajuk aku???erm...sape yang main dot* je yang tau...neway takde particular reason nape aku letak tajuk post nie macam tu...

well...perkembangan aku takat nie....biase jer..no special occurences all around me...kot?huhu...aku sangat takde idea di awal post nie...pape pon aku cube gak perah otak ntok say things out jugak...

err...korang jangan pandang BM yang aku gunekan..aku tau BM aku terok..agaknye..maybe la..cam de sumpahan kat grade BM aku since sekolah menengah.....huhuhu...waktu lower form (1-3)...bm aku..nak kate perfect cam encik hudazaifah...x jugak..hehe..name-name yang di-mention-kan jangan marah eah...huhu...tpi bm tu kira "sedang-sedang" je lah....pmr dulu aku amik 8 subjek...BM,BI,M3, SNS,SEJ,GEO,KH..er..lupe..PAI..haha...

well...form 3 dulu...kalo exam.aku tak bape ingat rsult..but everytime exam...xkesah ar midterm ke....monthly test ker....mesti aku akan dapat 3@4a's jer...subjek2 yang bese A tuh :

• BI
• M3
• SEJ
• PAI

haha..tengok....bm xpernah a kot rasenye....alhamdulillah waktu PMR dapat A..aku rase cukup-cukup makan je kot BM tu A...biar ar...

next..bile aku da naik upperform....lagi clear ke-terokkan BM aku.....antara f4-5, paling tinggi BM aku pernah dapat adalah B3 jer...haih...tensen aku...tapi bukan aku sorang jer sucks BM nie..ramai rakan-rakan baik aku same je..jangan xngaku ea..encik anwari ashraf salah sorangnyer..hehehe...aku rase kite kene sumpahan kuza la wari..haha...*abaikan*

well..otak aku da agak ke-blur-ran di situ..xpe..aku bagi hint aa kat korang...post aku lepas ni aku nak cerita serba sikit pasal waktu aku zaman f3-f5 kat SAS dlu....camner aku start ade kawan pompuan....hehehe...saje nk bagi early teaser...beberapa nama khas aku akan mention tuh..jangan ar marah eak...HAHAHA...*gelak jahat*...

okies....kalo aku xleh tdo malam kang aku post...hehe...

ok..till d tiredness cease to exist...daaa..
salam..~!

_iman humaira bt mohammad izwan_

assalamualaikum wbt..

mesti korang sume tertanya-tanya sapekah empunya nama iman humaira nie....haa...?de kate die awek aku...???ee....pliz ar...aku setia....ahaha..~iman ni anak sedara aku..anak abang aku yg dilahirkan 9 bulan yg lepas...besday dier best..20.08.2008...

saje je aku nak story...tadi(petang 16 jun) iman dibawak ke hospital oleh abg aku n wifenye kerana iman perlu di-operesen sebab de sedikit ketumbuhan pada kaki beliau....

jangkaan awal oleh pihak hospital....nama hospital dirahsiakan kerana kesengalan servis di situ...huhu...bayangkan ar..b4 kne operate..kene puase n xmsok pape dlm badan within 6 hours b4 surgery...baby umur 9 bulan kene cmnie...sumpah sian gile tadi tgk die nangis mintak makan@minum drp mak dier...mak aku sebagai nenek beliau da nangis2 daa tgk...

tunggu sikit punye la lame.smpai pukul 7.30 pm(dari kol 5 tuh!!) baru la start pembedahan tu..oo...sungguh sengal hospital ini...hish....selama sejam..n pas je azan isyak...abg aku bwk iman naik bilik(wad) yg kitorang duk tunggu iman...die tdo je..yelea...kesan bius lom ilang agi...muke pucat jer..da la dier comel...huk3...

alhamdulillah..pembedahan lancar...walopon akak ipar aku nangis ngan agak trok..yela..anak baru umur sthun jagung da kene operate...huhu.abg aku pun muke beliau agak sgt pucat..huu...xpela..same-same la kite doakan agar anak sedara aku nie kembali semboh cepat..amin..~

ni saje nk promote ke-chumilan budak ni...hehe..

k...till aku de idea nak ngarot pe lagik..da...salam..~

the bz-ness..~

assalamualaikum....

kesilapan ejaan pada title post nie....ha3

well...dalam 2-3 weeks ni, aku sangat agak busy di rumah..last preparation untuk wedding....i mean wedding abang aku....haha....cat rumah.....alih almari...alih buku-buku yg sgt2 menimbun kat umah..haih....

well...da name siblings kan..pape keje ke ape same2 tanggung lah..

pas abang aku nye wedding nie...secara rasmi lah tinggal aku sorang jer yang single..but already not available..HAHA...ayat xleh blah.....

well..ptg sok(16 jun)..anak sedara aku...iman humaira akan undergo a sugery..cian weh..umur die bru dlm 9 bulan.....sebab die kene angin pasang....cian iman...same-same la kite doakan anak sdara aku nie aa....cian dier..

k..da xde idea..haha..daa...salam..~

WHY ME...???

assalamualaikum wbt...

alhamdulillah..exam KSCP OS da lepas...dan kami dengan gatal-gatalnye pergi office cs and pergi tgk major...dan alhamdulillah..aku dapat ape yang aku apply..major aku adelah Information System Engineering (ISE)....walopon gtu....aku sorang jer kot dak melayu dalam major nie..ade la kat list tu aku nampak list ag 2 org budak melayu..but aku xkenal sape dorang....majoriti rakan-rakan aku sume dapat multimedia...

huhu..sungguh...aku agak sangat terkilan sebab xde rakan yang dapat same major ngan aku....but..ape aku boleh buat kan..dah takdir-NYA begitu...

"kadang-kala sesuatu yang tidak baik bagimu itu ADALAH YANG TERBAIK BUATMU..hanya ALLAH YANG MAHA MENGETAHUI..."

ayat memujuk diri sendiri.....huhuhu...walopoan dalam hati aku rasa sangat sedih...xpelah..nampaknya sejarah berulang kembali..dulu sem 1 first year pon aku da lalui benda yang hampir sama ngan english...the only malay in the class..yang lain chinese..and 2 org india....well..bukan aku nak bersikap racist ke aper..aku nak beritahu jer....

orang kate...Allah uji hamba-hamba-Nya sebab DIA sayangkan hamba-hambaNya...smoga aku juga tergolong dalam golongan-golongan ini ya Allah..walaupun teramat-sangat-kaw-kaw jumlah dosa yang telah aku lakukan pada-Nya..semoga Allah kuatkan hati aku supaya dapat grade dengan jayanye dari CS@USM...ni aku saje-saje nak list kan pasal raka-rakan aku nye major..

NETWORK -- azri, jaja
AI -- ammar,fekri,zulkarnain
SECURITY -- amer,azwah,yana,mdnor,seha
MULTIMEDIA -- auni, iza,ain,izwan,rasyed, fendi,haikal,bazilah,fatin,
wanie,umi,zen,yasmin
SE -- najwa n ezza

kuatkan hati hamba-Mu ini ya Allah..amin...ya rabbal alamin...

salam....

_H.I.J.A.U_

assalamualaikum wbt..

haih....baru lepas bace device management(72 slaid tuh...wtf..)..

well...got no really special things to be shared here...just wanna tell a litttle bit about my blog...mungkin sesetengah daripada korang tertanya-tanya kenapa blog aku berwarna sangat cerah iaitu kaler HIJAU...kan??well...kalo orang lain tanya aku pasal warna feveret memang aku xcakap warna hijau..ekcelli warna faveret aku adelah royal blue..!!tapi knape blog aku berwarna hijau..??terdapat beberapa particular reasons for that..

antaranya adalah kerana mengikut para psikologis, warna hijau tu dapat memberikan relaxation dan ease our mind a little bit...yela...kalo orang bace blog kadang-kadang orang tu tengah not in the mood..so aku harap warna hijau blog aku membantu beliau untuk ease him/her prob a bit..huhu..

next....green is the colour of peace..and peace is Islam..Islam itu adalah sejahtera...so i greet those who came to my blog with the colour of peace...insya Allah....walaupun kadang-kadang post aku ngarot-ngarot...haha..~

dua tu je la kot reason nape blog aku kaler ijau..insya Allah aku da xkan ubah warna blog aku lepas nie.........first thing first sebab malas nak edit html code ngarot2 lah...so..let it go..maybe aku akan tukar-tukar pada gadget2 yg bole di-appendkan kat tepi2 blog aku kot..kot la..yang penting aku akan terus post la...diizinkan-Nya..insya Allah..huhu...

hum...da kering dah idea...esok (selasa@9 jun) kitorang dak-dak yang amik kscp ade exam OS...khamis discrete and jumaat CO..doa2kan kejayaan kami untuk merepair serba sikit result masing2..insya Allah..

k..till we meet on the net again...daaa...
salam..~!

just feeling to wrote the tiny heart of mine........

assalamualaikum wbt....

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

huu~

well....actually..it's quite frustrating for me right now....hurm....why is it?? well, first of all it is about studying...well...repeating O.S is not one easy task...and i am really pitying those who take 2 papers in this short semester...the day to face the exam is reaching us extremely fast, not giving us a second to sit idly without actually do nothing instead of studying, studying and studying....sigh...baka...!!

next..is the weekend "sensation" in bakti permai residential dormitory...well...it feels that we (CS Boys) who stayed at the supposedly-be-girl-dormitory felt this...

"do we really IS staying at the place where a being should be living...or USM is plainly cruel to placed us in a place which is extremely quite isolated from the outside world(in weekend only)...."

what I meant here is that in weekend, we are isolated from any other particular shops or whatsoever groceries or stalls..meaning that we have to be prepared earlier to face "two days without food" situation....luckily that this week is the last week before we set up for going back home....

well..next...sincerely i'm very eager to go back home in the moment...it's been two weeks since we arrived at USM..and i'm feeling a little bit bad(well..seems that it is quite NOT REALLY LITTLE....) because i might not see my sweetheart in this week...well...she got herself to take two papers for this semester...the nearest exam is O.S in tuesday...and for her..she had CO in friday....i do really wanted to help u dear..but what can i do....i'm also facing quite a problem on OS right now....though i might not see her darling face this week...its okay, as long as she can get what she had target in this semester it is good enough for me....going to miss u dear bazilah...

well....at home, everybody seems to be extremely busy with the preparation of my brother's wedding in the upcoming early of july..and the kenduri at my sister-in-law-to-be house is on the last week of june...it seems there ARE indeed many more job needed to be settled....it's going to be a busy month..

in a few days..we are going to register ourselves for the upcoming semester...but the question is "when will we be informed of our specialisation field for the next semester??"......it is because we can't really register if we are not informed yet..

well...well...well...quite a long post..till the hand touches the keyboard again..~

salam...~!

aku dan result ku..

assalamualaikum wbt...

as of the title indicates, this post is mainly to tell the readers of my present result in the second semester of the first year as a degree student in USM Penang...

alhamdulillah..praise to HIM..my grades undergo a little bit improvement (although it is indeed can be improved MUCH-MUCH better...)...sigh...

well....but somehow..the grades this sem is a little bit funny....i've scored only b's and c's grades...let see here...

SHE--B+
ACCOUNTING--B-
LOGIC AND APPLICATIONS--B

DATA COMMUNICATION AND NETWORK--C+
OPERATING SYSTEMS--C-
PROGRAMMING METHODOLOGIES--C


could all of you see that i've scored b,b- and b+...also.....c,c- and c+...

well..not much to be explained here....operating system(Sistem Pengendalian) is currently not yet fixed because i'm taking the short semester right now for the sake of improving the grade...wallahualam...

ok..till the *quite* lazy hand touches the qwerty board again..salam..~!

3 weeks in USM..

assalamualaikum wbt..

alhamdulillah..hari ni (29 MAY) genap da 4 hari aku and rakan2 aku yang amik kscp kembali ker USM.....walopon nasib xberapa menyebelahi kerana aku and stgah2 rakan2 aku xdibenarkan merepeat discrete ngan Co..xpela.....ape leh wat..yg penting kene hargai waktu bersama kawan2 kesygn sumer..hoho...

well..da lame gak aku xpost baru nie...walopon aku xtau aa aku ni de follower ke x kan...haha..bukan blog aku ni tujuan nk terkenal ke ape...ntok saje2 mnaip buah pikiran sudeh..yay..stlah sebulan cuti dapat gak aku jumpe ngan org yang aku sayang.....hehe..*abaikan*...

k la..satgi nak pi subaidah ngan mdnor, zul, azri n lolik nie..okies..daa..till the hand retruns..daa..salam...~!

N-I-K-A-H Connecting People....

assalamualaikum wbt..salam kpada kalian semua..

well...tajuk post kali ni NIKAH..sebab per..?sbb siang tadi aku ikot mak and abang follow majlis akad nikah abg ijun(member bek abg aku since form1) ..huhu...aku btolak ngan mak n abg dari umah kul 2 stgah mcm tu..sampai umah bang ijun, kitorg pn gerak aa ngan konvoi dalam 4-5 kereta..cam bese ar..aku mesti jadi insan yang paling sunyi and penyenyap di dunia waktu tu..(aku peramah walaupun aku xperamah)...haha...ape pny maksud aku mengarut ni daa..

sampai2 je kat umah kak rozi(wife bang ijun) tros bwk masok hantaran and disusun..sori la..xde gambar..sume dalam camera abang aku..xbrani aku nak mintak gamba tuh..biar la..huhu..and ntok pengetahuan korang ni first time aku tgok dpan mata aku cmane akad nikah nye proses..next, masuk la jurunikah(er, jurunikah ni pak imam ke xsemestinye erk..??) ke dalam umah...abg ijun aku tgk muke agak aa kontrol gabra dier...huhu..aku rase time aku nanti pon cm die la kot agaknye..yele..tukaq status....BUJANG-->MARRIED..huhu...

next..die(jurunikah) bagi kak rozi satu borang pe tah..pastu kak rozi kene bace name die,no IC dier, and de aa butiran lain xclear sgt aku dgar..then die sign pada form tuh...then d form is passed back to jurunikah..pastu die start bagi khutbah nikah sikit kat abang ijun....then die ajar cmane lafaz ijab dan kabul...rukun nikah ade 5...dan lafaz ijab kabul adelah salah satu rukun..jurunikah hulur tgn kat abg ijun...die bace aa ayat2 bese nikah orang yang korang de dgar dalam cerekarama gtu...aku nikahkan dikau hazizun bla3....cmtu aaa...it takes 2 tries for abg ijun to complete the task..alhamdulillah..sah...sah..~!

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well..aku saje je cite flow dier..mane tau berguna untuk korang nanti before korang nak kahwin nnti..sape xmo kahwin kan...fitrah manusia..huhu..sunnah plak tuh...

erm...think dats all for now....challo bettey....till the hand is competent to write again...daaa..salam..~!

- w a n i t a -

assalamualaikum wbt anda2 sekalian...

di kala malam hari yg panas (kajang panas bah..), aku terdetik nak menaip nie..bukan pe..hobi sblom tdoq....tajuk post ni wanita....hum..bace lirik lagu De Hearty nie...

"Kau digelar sebagai penyeri dunia
Hadirmu melengkap hubungan manusia
Bukan sahaja dirindui yang biasa
Malah Adama turut sunyi tanpa Hawa

Akalmu senipis bilahan rambut
Tebalkanlah ia dengan limpahan ilmu
Jua hatimu bak kaca yang rapuh
Kuatkanlah ia dengan iman yang teguh

Tercipta engkau dari rusuk lelaki
Bukan dari kaki untuk dialasi
Bukan dari kepala untuk dijunjung
Tapi dekat dibahu untuk dilindung
Dekat jua di hati untuk dikasihi
Engkaulah wanita hiasan duniawi

Mana mungkin lahirnya bayangan yang lurus elok
Jika datangnya dari kayu yang bengkok
Begitulah peribadi yang dibentuk

Didiklah wanita dengan keimanan
Bukannya harta ataupun pujian
Kelak tidak derita berharap pada yang binasa

Engkaulah wanita istimewa

Sedarilah insan istimewa
Bahawa kelembutan bukan kelemahan
Bukan jua penghinaan dari Tuhan
Bahkan sebagai hiasan kecantikan "


lirik lagu ni sangat la mengharukan kaum hawa (trust me....)..tujuan post aku ni bkan sebab nak ulas@komen lagu nie ke ape(walopon aku da tlebih hafal lagu nie) tapi aku nak ceritakan ape yang terbuku dalam hati...

as usual..kalau ade terkhilaf di hati sape2(ni khas ntok pembaca kaum hawa aa), ni sume hanya lah fruit mind(direct translation..haha) aku...

pe aku nak ckp nie agak aa isu sensitip..well aku trase nak cakap sal bende ni pas chatting ngan cik irah(bukan nama sebenar(haha))....erm..mule2 chat pasal pe tah..xingat la plak..but, somehow borak pny borak ley smpai bab bertudung...huhu..bende berat ni...

tudung...cantik pe kalo anne hathaway pakai..lau...erm..sape2 la yang xpakai tudung korang rase cun lau pakai tudung...well..(huhu..bazilah..jgn marah sy..ni tulis je kayh...)..aku kecik2 dok berpikir..aku rase sume org dlu kat skola rendah de blaja PAI@PI@ name subjek berkaitan blaja sal agama Islam...but..(pe aku nk ckp ni maybe sensitip skit..sori ea awal2..) aku tgok ramai je yang xmemakainye...well..i mean it for the muslims la...mula2 kan..kat skolah dlu aku macam agak aa anti skit tgk org xpakai tdung, walopon aku nie bukan la jenis org yang baik atau layak sangat nak advice2 orang nie...well..aku skola laki dlu..so paham2 aa sape aku maksudkan...tenaga pendidik ar...erm.aku xde nak salahkan dorang ke ape, ni just aku nak luahkan perasaan aku jer..

"nape anda pakai tudung?"--"ikot member, lagipun kan trend kan.."
"nape anda pakai tudung?"--"entah..da tgok org lain pakai saya pakai aaa"
"nape anda pakai tudung?"--"cikgu suruh"

erm..xde la aku g wat wawancara kat kaum hawa ke ape..but ni aku men tibai jerk...jawapan2 yang kadangkala diberikan(aku xharap de member2 aku jawab gni..haha) lau ditanya kpd seorang wanita@gadis@pompuan...knapa anda bertudung..?haa...gtulah storynyer...

bagi aku lau aku pompuan, aku akan pakai tudung..kerana..banyak sebab..yg pertama adalah nak menjaga mahkota paling bernilai yang dimiliki oleh seseorang perempuan....pnah dgar tak tazkirah ke ceramah ke pasal bertudung nie...?besar dosanya lau sesorang gurl tu xpakai tudung...aku cakap je ni..aku xlayak nak menghukum atau mengatakan seseorang tu dosa..ALLAH je yang tahu.aku hny gtau pe yg aku tau skit2...saje nak share2...

next, sebab nak reserve ntok bakal suami..haa..bagi husband tu surprise sikit tgk rambut korang...husband eaa..bukan pakwe....xde aa..lau tgok rambut before kawin tu..xmanis lar....yele..rambut tu ley bg tnjuk kat muhrim jer....so xyah la tnjuk ke org len...xde pekdahnye...aku pun.berdoa sangat2 aku dijauhkan dari semua ni...orang yang aku sayang..semoga aku dapat kawin ngan die...bawu dpt lesen tgk rambut..haha...*ngarot2*

next,nape kne pakai tudung....hum..ntok perlindungan nye purpose ar...perlindungan aku mksudkan nie adalah daripada kaum adam yang sesetengahnye nie sengal...wahai cik-cik skalian,tau x..(ni pngakuan ikhlas daripada kaum laki tau) lau korang xpakai tudung, sangat la suke laki usya korang.....tgok rambut korang yg..xkisah aa panjang ke x...daripada pandangan tuh..dari mata turun ke hati..dari hati naik pi otak...huhu..tu yg kadang de kaum2 adam ni xdapat mengontrol dirinyer...xdapat tahan diri..da angau...yess..aku tau kadang2 sesetengah gurl ni xpakai tdung sbb rase panas la, ape la....kan..tol x..?lau aku jadi pompuan pon aku akan sdikit sbanyak terpikir gni.."panas aa pakai tdung nie...xyah aa pakai..lagipon aku lagi cantik lau xpakai tudung"....well..dialog rekaan semata-mata...yess...i know..mmg panas..aku tgk korg pakai tdung pn leh agak panas kot pakai tudung tuh....but kne ingat..hidup kat dunia ni xlama...panas pon....not that hot to the degree of killing us,kan..?lau kate matahari panas..ade yang jauh lebih panas..xterbayang dek akal kite...huhu....

hum..aku xde aa smata2 nak salahkan kaum hawa ke ape bile dgar de kes2 yg xspatotnye kat tv tuh..lelaki mmg slah...slahnye adalah xdapat tahan diri daripada those things...but kadang2 sumthing happen dgan bersebab kan..jadi fikir2kan aa sdrik...homework ntok korang..haha...

cantiknye la orang pakai tudung....ikhlas dari hati aku cakap macam nie..tambah2 lagi lau pakai baju kurung...weeee...rindu bazilah...haha...*ngarot2*.....tapi tu lah...pakai tudung nie hal yang sangat la sensitipnyer...tapi wahai kaum hawa sekalian...pakai lah hijab tuh..kerana insya Allah..hijab tu akan jadi pelindung korang drpada 1001 jenis kebahayaan....believe me...

ok..next..huhu..panjang post kali nie..

bile seseorang tu pakai tudung...xcukup smata-mata pakai tudung sahaja..part2 lain pon kne jage..part2 lain yg aku rase kurang skit diberi perhatian adalah baju korg pakai long@short sleeve nye tshirt....dan tahap ketidaklebaran dressing(paham2 aar..)..kadang tu kan..aku kat kafe tekun kat USM..makan aa ngan azri ke..sape2 je aa..mesti aa pandang2 skeliling kan.mata dok melilau gtu..trpandang..alhamdulillah..awek ni pakai tudung..but..aiseyh...die pnjam adik die pny baju n seluar kot...wallahualam..pas tu,pandang satu agik bahagian..alhamdulillah..pakai tudung, tapi de sikit kurang..lengannye pendek lor....huhu...skit lagi kne up...xsejuk ke pakai lengan pendek tuh..huhu..cian aku tgok...dan lagi bahaya..ritu aku haikal n azri(coursemates akuh) makan kat kafe..nampak sorg awek ni..azri aa dok tgk dier..muke kiut die kate..huhu..tgk tu laki cmane..haha..(tp ni bkan tujuan utama..huhu)..awek tu ok da...pakai tudung, lengan panjang..xbrape keketatan..tp..baju die agak aa see-through...aiseymen..bahaya..huhu....paham2 ar..

da lame aku hasrat nk mengarang pasal ni, tp xde ksempatan aa...skali lagi aku nak tegaskan..tujuan aku tulis ni skadar nak smpaikan fikiran aku pada org lain..xde niat nak sindir@sakitkan hati sape2..ok..aku mintak maap sangat2 kalu aku de terkhilaf n aku xperasan...yela..aku org yg bukan layak nak tgur orang..aku truk jugak....but aku rasse xsilap aku nak gtau kat org lain kan.. :-)

alhamdulillah..lega dapat post panjang2 gni...first time pnjang nie..hu3..rase ngantok gak akhirnya...ahaha...

k la..peace sumer..till d hand returns..~
salam..~!

one who seek the truth will contiguously felt that the truth is absurd.....

assalamualaikum wbt semua...

hehe..actually the title somehow is a bit weird..well..i've got no particular reasons for such title....~LOL...

right now..the clock pointed to 12.30 a.m...and...darn...my eye wouldn't let me sleep this early...well..back the at usm...i always sleep not THIS early...what i meant that my usual time to sleep is at least after 01.30 a.m....

well..the holiday has just started..and in more than 2 weeks, at 25 i have to return to USM to repeat 2 papers which is extremely crucial on the upcoming industrial training..the LI(Latihan Industri) of my course would require the upcoming participant to score 2.00 and above after these particular subjects is averaged(ade ke istilah di-average-kan..?)..they are..CPT111,CPT113,CST131 and CPT112...well...back the in the first semester.. the result of CST131 and CPT112 is below 2.00...sigh...so..i need to attend the KSCP(Kursus Semasa Cuti Panjang) starting this 25th May of 2009...

well..i haven't actually read or see through anything for the sake of preparation for the exam...but luckily(lucky ker..?) my brothers have fired(bukan pecat aaa..tp menghujankan) me with certain advice(s). Sincerely, i am a little annoyed because of the advice(s) but it IS INDEED TRUE...and for that..thanks abang..cik...i have started to read on CST131@Computer Organisation...back there I have finished reading and jot(btol ke jot ni??) down particular information...well...bit by bit...i refreshed what i have learned last semester..alhamdulillah...tomorrow(er..this morning laa) i will try to start on re-visiting CPT112@Discrete Mathematics..

"blaja la btol2....add maths pandai buat, discrete yang senang dapat fail plak adik nie.."

quote from what have been said by abang..haha..well..somehow i felt that add maths is simpler than discretes..but..whatever...have to be optimistic and learn full-heartedly...

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today(wednesday) have been exactly a week since last I get to see bazilah...it's quite extremely painful of not seeing the one you adore much everyday like back then before holiday...haha..we could only texted(ade ke istilah texted atau sms nie??) each other...sigh...God knows what is deep inside this tiny heart..huhuhu...I DO MISSED HER MUCH...

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well...i don't really wanted to go overboard of typing..well..my hand crammed a little..plus my fever has not yet been fully recovered..though my eyes right now is plainly free-of-snoozing-feeling, i will try anything which could help me to close the shining eyes..

okies...till the hand typed(?) again...daa..

salam.~

tribute to cik siti....ngeee~~hargailah name pnuh anda-psanan pnaja~~

assalamualaikum wbt...

erk....cik e-rah..no offense yer..saje kutulis gtu..

hum..berkenaan tag anda..

well...gambar tu adelah...

haha..gambar encik farhan haziq and encik azuan affendy..haih..gamba org len lak kne tag nie..tp aku xmo tag org...xminat..ni pon first time aku tag gamba orang seyh...

hum...sal gamba nie...aku wari amin paan awe n..sape g..xingat siol....g kolej mara banting@seremban..mane satu erk....hahaha..xingat...alaa...aku xingat detail sgt..tp xsilap ni pas pi ari karnival kat sas..karnival tu mcm....hum...xpe aa...xnk kutok sgt..haha....pastu g aa beramai2 ziarah kekwan di kmb@s....

da la kot...ngee...till d hand touches the QWERTY keyboard again..daa...~

salam..~

_tautologies....self-contradictory....contingent_

assalamualaikum wbt dear all readers..

at the exact moment right now...my head is blank....seriously...i'm all blank..
well...maybe because of the upcoming paper..accounting and finance..which happens to be the last paper of the final examinations....yessss....which really means dat the first year as a CS student of USM is really near the end..

now..i'm a lil' bit busy with the preparation of proposal for the upcoming CS Interaction Day 2009 which will be held in the third week after the new upcoming semester starts...well...in the committee(of interaction day)..i'm the only malay representative...well...i got ahold of the --Secretary and Program Planner of CS Interaction Day 2009-- position because of my dear roommate Azri, which is supposed to be the one who should hold the position...but passed it to me as he have other big programs to be handled (yela..YDP PERDAMA la katekan...hoho)...

next..dunno whether it is confirmed or not..the CS Society of USM will be holding a visit to Thailand..and i'm invited by Ammar(tank-q bro) to join the program...but it is still not really confirmed that the program will be held...if it is..the program will took place in the second week of the upcoming new semesters...

lastly..well...insya Allah...in the upcoming early of july before the semester starts..my brother will be getting married..alhamdulillah....

well...not really much of the idea right now.....till the head anted to be brainstormed again..salam..~

amidst the cruelty..

assalamualaikum wbt..

xde pape pon yg special sal tajok nie...saje nk wat gimik skit....hihihi..skang ni aku n kawan2 kat USM nga berjuang ntok final exam..hua3.

takat ni aku da lepas paper OS n paper LOGIC...isnin depan ade c++, SHE ngan network..sighh...tensen aku exam nie..
lau soklan xsusah xpe gak,,ahaha...

da la...skit je..xde idea pn..k..daa..

till my hand touch "it" again.....